fact or fiction

I've been reading this new book series. I've enjoyed them so much i've read 3 this week alone and they aren't thin books by any means. I can't help but want what the character has though. Not only does she have 1 guy that loves her for all eternity but 2! We'll just put aside the fact that one is a vampire and the other a werewolf. They truly love her and she loves them. I just can't help but wonder when i'll be able to love somebody. The kind of love that will last through all eternity, that is so strong that both of them are willing to give her up so she can be happy. I could understand her pain though when she was without either of them. Its the hole that feels like its going to consume you. Sometimes I wonder when my hole will be whole and a hole no longer.