Well today started off okay. I slept in till a little after 8, but had to get up and go to the doctor. Things just felt wrong though. So I got ready, poked myself in the eye with my fingernail while doing so. Made my eye water and ruin the make-up on that eye. So I had to redo it. Then I go to the gas station to get gas. No major disaster, just couldn't find anything I wanted to eat. I mean i've been puking for days, you'd think i'd be able to find something I wanted. I settled for a chocolate chip cookie.
I'm on my way to the doctor's office, at which I couldn't get an appointment and had to be a "walk in", so i'd be sitting there all freakin' day. On the way there though my tire went flat! Luckily there was this really nice guy at the house I pulled over in front of and he changed my tire for me. Well I finally get to the doctor's office and they've upped the price. No big deal, I got extra cash. So as I sit and wait forever my phone rings the entire time. Tookey is being admitted to the hospital. Great!
So I finally see the doctor. I've lost 10 lbs, my blood pressure is good, but he still thinks i'm too fat (well yeah, I know that!). So I'm having kidney issues due to my diabetes. So either I up my medicine or start insulin. Not counting that he thinks something is wrong with my galbladder (a fact I will ignore altogether right now!). I take my prescription to the pharmacy and they say "Sorry it won't be ready till tomorrow", I mean really can a girl catch a break?!?! So I went over to the hospital for bloodwork and for once they were very effecient and I barely even felt the stick.
So I go up a floor to Tookey's room to see what's happening with him. He is going into surgery very soon. So I hang out. Well they come in to take his blood and I hit the door. By this time it was almost 2 and I hadn't had any lunch. So I went to the Cafeteria and got a salad (I thought i'd eat healthy). It sucked! By this time we're in the Surgery Waiting room. So I threw the salad out and went to the vending machine. 90 cents for a bag of Cheese Bugles that got stuck! Luckily a nice lady rescued me and got them out.
Well Tookey came out of surgery and was just ill as can be and wouldn't go back to sleep. So we're fighting with him for a while. Well they come in with meds and stuff so I stepped out. As i'm walking up and down the hall the music starts playing in the hall that a new baby was born. It crushed me. At that point I couldn't hold it together anymore. I decided to go to choir. Now i'm sitting at home, wishing I could eat something, but realizing I shouldn't. I'm sad, depressed, fat, and hungry. Now that is hell!
The good thing is that I have wonderful friends that truly care about me. And I can thank God for the bad things, because it makes the good things so much better!
