When I look into your eyes...

When I look into your eyes I see my future. A time of existence, i'm not sure. But as each and every day passes I grow to love you more and more.

When I look into your eyes I see forever. The bond our hearts will always have. The connection of our souls to each other. Through all of our days, the good and bad.

When I look into your eyes I see our children. Sitting on Daddy's bouncing knee. I see the pain in your eyes of knowing that soon your soul shall leave and be set free.

When I look into your eyes I see my heart breaking. A life cut short, long before its time. A love I never knew would really happen, blessing me with the little time we have.

When I look into your eyes I see my husband. The man that I was brought into life for. My help mate, my best friend and my angel. The one who I will love forever more.

Love

Love has not limit on time or space

It can cross over mountains to find its place.

Love knows no hurdle and tells no lies

It lives on inside you, even after goodbye.

Love learns your heart the outside and in

It knows where to blossom, bloom, begin.

Love started the day I met you

And no matter what happens it will always shine through.

Love stole my heart, my soul and my mind

And no truer love will I ever find.

Where did my life go?!?!?!

I was reading a dear friend of mines blog today and realized that i'm not me anymore. I'm no longer full of life and happiness. So where did it all go?!?! Have I really become this shell of a person that doesn't even really look like me anymore? I know that time marches on after things happen and that I can tell because it has marched across my face. I don't know what to do anymore, where to turn or who to talk to. I just wish I were me again.

A year of change

A lot has happened since I last blogged. Its been over a year. I can't believe it. There are things I never want to forget and things I never want to remember again. I've changed though. I don't feel like i'm the same person I was back then. Who knows. If i'm not a different person, then i'm an improved person. Its been a long road. Just gotta keep on keeping on.